That’s about how many posts I’ve written today. I am so angry and disappointed all that comes out is venom. So now I find myself in this position of wanting to post my venom, of wanting to spew but of not doing so because it wouldn’t be fair to him for this to be the first place he hears about it. Especially since I haven’t spoken to him so I don’t know what’s going on.

But of course that is the problem.