So, here I sit in the waiting room on day two of radiation. Day one was nothing. I suspect each day on its own will be nothing. Rather it will be the accumulation of days that will wear me down, draining me of my vitality, but only in the here and now.

I’ve been spending my time up on horseback working hard, riding without stirrups, working on my balance. i hate the idea of the radiation sapping my energy and my losing all this hard one progress.

Oh well. Take it as it comes. Right? It’s small price to pay for my life.