OK, I’m spent!

I’m not going to delete the last two posts because I think they have their worth but I will add that I’m better. I’ve worked through some of my fever and see a big portion of it for what it is. It’s amazing how much power something has when you can’t quite identify it and how much of the fear can dissipate once you know what you are facing

It’s also amazing how much cognitive energy the unknown will take up, keeping you from seeing other things clearly.