Wednesday is my birthday and I wish I could spend it with him. I wish we could go out to dinner, go out play, have fun…and then go back to a room to play and have fun. I know we can’t, I know there will be no evenings and even he could make the time happen it wouldn’t be wise. But it doesn’t keep me from wanting it.
 
Hell, I even know what I’d wear for him. My silk wrap around pants and my corset…and that’s all.